Sunday, January 5, 2020

Blog 26: MOTHERHOOD AGAIN.


Blog 26: "MOTHERHOOD AGAIN".

*Big round uneven gravid Tummy,
Made Kartavya clueless,Why am I no more been lifted by Mummy.

Gait was no more careful while feeding Kartavya food Yummy;
Supporting belly was fun while playing cricket with Kittu in Lobby.

Forgot about nausea & fainting while seeing Kartavya Happy;
Yes, this is the Motherhood I dreamt of, Parenthood waiting ahead for Papa, Kittu & Mummy.

*Stretch marks got shadowed with wrinkled forehead for Kartavya's Health;
My swollen foot were less worrisome, than his mischievous games to be Dealth.

Warm socks, Oily Hairbuns kepping other hairstyles  on Hault;
Trendy attire, parties and movies were just to be Dreamt.

No more glowy or bubbly face but tiresome feeling I Felt;
Turning 3 to 4, Yes; We Are Pregnant.

*Lots of food, but no time to Eat.
Kartavya buzzing around, not letting me out of his Sight.

Frustration, mood swings & spouse Fight;
But what always kept me going, was Kartavya's Hugs Tight

Don't know when Morning turned to Midnight;
Too long 9 months of waiting to see those twinkling eyes Bright.

*No timely checkups, forgetful reports of sonography to See;
Unscheduled medications while scheduling Kartavya's time to Pee.

Getting myself locked out, forgetting house Key.
Tiny legs kicking inside as well as outside Me.

A life inside growing everyday says to Me.
Don't worry Maa, this difficult situation will change, as soon as Kittu-Bhaiya have glance of Me.